I knew it was only a matter of time before the jealousy and comments started flying. It’s been 5 days since Tori was born and it’s starting. I don’t know all of the details yet but apparently Caleb is bothered by the fact that I live here and get to see the baby all of the time. I am “too” involved with “things.” At least according to Caleb. I am only as involved as Ashley wants me to be. But I am not surprised that he can’t see it that way. He acts like he really doesn’t like me… but says that isn’t true when confronted by Ashley.
Part of me expected this. And part of me is hurt. I know this is being driven by the fact that I live here with her and he doesn’t. I hope that he uses this to his advantage. That he starts saving and working towards them have their own place.
As for the being hurt part… I am a big girl … and I will deal with it and get over it. I plan on enjoying each second that my children are still here at home. And that extends to Tori as well. I love having them here and I know it won’t be forever so I am going to soak it up while I can.